Exodus 14:14
Earlier in my life, whenever life's stresses built inside me, I took to the trail, running. I wasn't particularly good at it, and I ran in solitude, shying away from competition and statistics, but when I ran, I became quiet. For the moment, at least.
Until a heart condition sidelined me. At only 29, I started passing out whenever I ran, and a heart condition was discovered. 5 years and 7 procedures later, my heart simply could not keep up with the pace of running. I had survived, but I wondered how I could live with it. How could I manage the stresses of life without a way to quiet myself?
And then, it hit me: God was asking me to meet him in the stillness. "I will fight for you; you need only to be still." I didn't have to run. I don't have to fight the battles of life alone. I have the creator of the universe on my side, and He just needs me to wait on him in stillness. To trust him with those times life has me feeling unsettled.
It isn't easy to be still in today's fast-paced world, but the discipline of taking a moment on the side line has proven to be just the cure for my weary soul our supreme physician ordered.
jcrush on June 9, 2016 at 12:35 am
I understand how God can take what might be considered a limitation, an illness, and turn it into something special. And yes, often in the stillness, that time when we allow ourselves to not think we need to “talk” to God and allow the Holy Spirit to move, we can find horizons open up to us that no one else can see or understand. We need to wilderness times, those times when both temptation and communion come to us and we decide to commune.