A lot to think about for sure. Whether or not we will choose to serve the Lord, our God in all things or whether we will not. At some points, we end up wrestling with our faith, wondering what is true about God and what is not true. This is okay. We are allowed to have questions sometimes, as to why God does things and what makes God feel certain ways.

What we are not allowed to do is serve with a half heart. As believers, we cannot profess God's love and be a part of his kingdom without welcoming it ourselves. While it is necessary to have an encouraging face representing the spirit of the Lord, we must also keep in mind that we cannot let questions plague our thoughts beyond repair.

If one does not want to serve God, and wishes to go another route, they must do so. Because the kingdom of God is for those that truly believe and truly love Jesus with all their heart. Those that have a strong love for Christ, even if for just a day, have already done a lifetime's worth of work.